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Waking up dead
Waking up Dead chapter 6-7
Her eyes aged her whole face, as she stared at me in shock. "S-ully you don't remember Akira?" I shaked my head and stared at the floor, not wanting her to see the suprisement on my face. Sully did know who Akira was "If you don't remember who Akira is...then you are not my Sully." I looked at her with sad eyes unsure what to say. I told her the only cover I could think of up on the spot. "Mom, the person made me forget almost everything." She held her face in her hands, as she time love." I wanted to scream in her face , I wanted to know who Akira was to Sully for my own selfish reasons. I wanted to know why Sully and Akira had the same song. I was most curious to fine out why my mother wasn't suprised to see a scar across my face. I mean it's not like you can miss it, it's a huge scar starting from my hair line down to the bottom of my lip. I studied it carefully, it almost looked like a lightning bolt.let out a tired sigh. "Not, now Sully...maybe another
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Literature
I breath
I breath in idea's for new adventures, I cry out tears so I can learn to love again, I jump up so someone can pull me down, I sigh out screams so I breath in happiness, I smile one more time for you, just so I can hear you say "I don't love you anymore"
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Some things don't count
What do you most love to count? What can't be counted?   I count the many endless stars in the sky. The hatred in my heart can't be counted. If I could dissapear into a color, it would be black because black is nothing yet everything. I love to fly into my journal I fly into my journal by my wings made of pencils. My life is everything yet nothing, I challege you to see if you can change that, because no one has so far
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Colors.
A star sounds like screams
A baby's cry is bright fire red
White moves in a zig zag line
When you toss sadness into the wind, it returns as Hell
When you smile at someone you literally change the world forever.
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Literature
Free
people .... they say i need to face reality..when really i think i need to dream more...they say i need to focus and pay attention when i think i should be off in wonderland...they say im a dreamer...i say im a realist...they say i need to wake up..i say i need to be free..
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Literature
The hiding place
The hiding place of rain shivers underneath Rainbows
If you turn hope on high, you'll see Smiles
If you look underneath peace, you might hear Screams
If you jump into the present, you'll land in Hell
If you sneak into tomorrow, you'll find yet another day waiting for you..
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Waking up Dead Ch. 5
Ch.5
My leg bounced up and down in the bumpy car ride. She hummed along to "Sunday Bloody Sunday" as the guitar solo came in. The house we were approaching looked big and dark. I was picturing my arrival would go something like this, my "mom" would tell me how much she missed me and how she loved me, my dad would put his big grizzly hand around my shoulder and tell me that he loved me. Then the questions would come, why do you have a scar? Where were you? Do you remember us? And of course I would just smile back and say that everything is fine. At least that's how I imagined it would go...I was wrong. A perfect family of three is always happy, loves each other and almost never has any problems...but one day their son goes missing, and I just so happen to look like him.
The car came to a halt and the women opened the door for me. She looked at me with a twinkle in her eyes, all along I had a feeling it would be best to go along with her. She held onto my hand tightly as she opened the f
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Waking Up Dead Chap-3-4
Waking up dead chap 3-4
I pulled my hoodie over my head as the tiny droplets of rain hit my hair. I licked the cool soothing water off my lip. I found a tiny tunnel and decided to crash there for the night. It smelled of rum and garbage, my nose could not handle the foul smell. I walked around California's streets, as the dark alleys whispered to me. The streets were so silent you could hear the mice scurrying about. The cold wind bit at the back of my neck and sent shivers down my spine. My stomach started to growl up at me and I knew I had to eat something I had not done in a long time. A tall slender woman was walking in my direction. I was wondering if I should ask her for money. Her eyes seemed so familiar somehow. She kept her head held down as she passed me by. I stared at my feet as I heard something fall and crunch to the ground. I turned around and on the floor was a fifty dollar bill and the woman was gone.
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The warmth of the blanket felt like heaven against my cold and
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Literature
Waking up dead
Perfect her bright yellow eyes seemed as if they would blind you in the winter sun. She laughed and smiled as if nothing was wrong with her, but I knew the truth. Behind those big yellow eyes filled with hope there was a person screaming to get out. A person filled with hatred, a person full of sorrow. I knew it all, I know her better than herself. For I am her protector, I am her day and night. I am her stalker, her lover, her hater. I decide if she dies or lives. I decide for her, for I could be none less than her guardian angel.
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I rubbed at my eyes sleepily sure to be silent so I wouldn't wake her up. I stared at the pale blue wall full of songs and drawings. She smiled in her sleep as if she saw something funny. She suddenly stopped and out of the corner of my eye I could see a tear roll down her face and at that time I knew it was time to make myself disappear. Akira sat up and wiped at her eyes. She threw on her usual jeans and sweater. It seemed as if the only thing keeping
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This account is full of bad memories, and broken dreams. I need to get my life back in order before I can start anything else. A fresh start sounds really nice right now, but I have to fix my problemes before I can do that. I would like to proudly say that I have now been clean for about two months, not very long but it's a start. I'm starting to feel like me again, if that even makes any sense.  Things are starting to look up for me, I'm still somewhat sad about Jess. We were going to go to homecoming with eachother but now we can't even do that. Time heals wounds but Jess you left a scar on me. I'm doing better Jess, let me live out the spirit of you in doing better for myself.  You been my best friend since third grade, I miss you a lot. Well, thanks for the support from all of my little lovelies, this account will be shut down in a week or so, it was fun while it lasted


Mariaxjess~

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rayman7500 Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2013
Im sorry i missed the end of your da time.You haven't been on in 75 weeks according to my thingy ma bobber but......If you come back on hi I hope this means whatever was going on in your life is better now.
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ThatMasterBassist Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! xD
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rayman7500 Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2011
Thanks for the watch :)
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SupremeSonrio Featured By Owner May 10, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the watch c:
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cwiny Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2011
thank you for the watch :)
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ArTLoVer4LiFe Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!
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opiumTragedia Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
You have been hugged!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
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1-3 you're a bad friend
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ikutoxmaria Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2011
oh my love..it seems you have to much time on your hands..x)
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opiumTragedia Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes... when it was still vacation. I get depressed by even LOOKING at my ENORMOUS mountain of homework....
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lunahaya Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2010
Thanks for faving one of my work ! :3
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